I don t know if i can speak for WE or THEY, but I just have a knowing. Well i did have one of those near death experiences, . I care not to give the circumstances, partly because i was so stupid as to compromise my very life. My very breath, in ignorance. First of all, let that be a lesson to you. Don t be dumb like me. I t' s really not something to make light of. although it was a long time ago. I didn t really plan to talk about this but i think some are reading that don t really understand about what i found out so maybe i can tell u what i found through that wrong. I did raise up to the top of the room and look down at myself on the bed. I thought about what i was seeing . No words were exchanged within myself just an observation that my mind did not really want to recognize. I found that i had an escort that took me into the stars of the heaven. We went on a while, i think i may not have been conscious of time at that point. it didn t seem like a long time went by and i arrived at a place with my very Holy escort.The Holy one asked me if i was ready. i knew what He meant and i took a minute or who knows how long. i knew all things when i was there nothing was hidden. I thought about my mom who had lost a son who was 19 and she grieved until she almost died and i didnt really think it was her time, and i realized that He was more than kind and also knew all things .So i said to Him, I want to go back and serve you. I knew in my own strength that I could not serve Him but because i knew all things at that time i also realized that it was not by my own strength that i would be doing that..It seemed like by the speed of light i came back what appeared to be the same way i came,I then was in my room looking down at my body again,I knew that it would feel very bad when i woke up and that i would have to have food. and i did. I told a few people, they didn t say anything ,so i went on my way. It was a very Holy time as i look back. There were some of what we now call devine appointments.Then i just knew i needed to do this and then this and i knew when to go and how to go . It was like it was all arranged, I WENT BACK TO THE TOWN I WAS RAISED IN BECAUSE IT WAS HOME AND THINGS WEREN'T SO CLEAR. MY LIFESTYLE WAS NOT ONE OF SEEKING GOD .I REALLY DIDN' T FIGURE OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED FOR QUITE A WHILE. MY MIND SORT OF PUT IT ON THE BACK BURNER,NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT. .BUT GOD WAS FAITHFUL TO CARE FOR ME EVEN IN MY IGNORANCE. I WAS NOW HIS. I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED DRIVING MY LITTLE VOLKSWAGON.ONE NIGHT BEFORE I LEFT THAT PLACE. sorry i left my cap lock on. i may not remember to do it again. I had an encounter with The Holy Ghost is what i deducted later as i began to learn words to understand my happening. .This intense euphoric reality came upon me while driving. i realized that my hands were in the air and i was speaking in some strange talking that i had not heard from my mouth before, I greatly enjoyed this time and did not want to stop but i think i did. So much JOY I HAD NEVER KNOWN. I STILL DIDN 'T HAVE A CLUE HOW TO MAKE MY LIFE GO. but i was ok. i was ok being alone not knowing what was ahead. nothing really bothered me for quit a while. Many more things happened that did not appear to be the perfect will of God and i probably would not have know if they had been and a few God thing which i really didn 't realize either. Jesus did save me from many things. the biggest one being lack of knowledge. and now i'm older and wiser and i look back and i may be fortunate that He was there in His Heaven and that He loved me inspite of myself. and gave me more years. I know i spent many of them learning and some serving the best i knew how with His help. He is such a wonderful Savior and God. I'm greatful to my Father for letting me Live and can;t really say all that H e did but i'm sure He knows and that is good enough for me.
What an experience! A great way of saying things, from the heart. God Bless!
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